Thursday, September 14, 2006
hey ppl....i guess i Am in love....it took me a while to understand but i guess nafis is THE guy for me....cant believe it....but sumtimes he makes me cry n de thot of him makes me wanna smile....i think "he is mine!!!"....cant believe....ok, dis part u myt find it weird or i dunno....but its like weneva he hugs me or jz loks into my eyes i wanna melt at de spot...my knees go weak....n my heart start fluttering....n den he looks away or sth distracts us n de THING is over....its like reverie weneva i think of him.....i managed to convince myself i don luv him for 2 weeks but den i was feeling gloomy n empty at thot of not havin him beside me anymore.....haix....tts jz like him....makin me fall flat in luv wit him.....knucklehead.....sheesh....dunno y i think tt sounds romantic on him....anyways musnt think abt all dese stuff anymore coz got less dan 3 weeks left to PSLE....so sian....so pressurised lah.....goddamn exams n stress....mus study now....bye for now.....
Twinkled @ [ 3:56 AM ]
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
hey everyone... i miss "him" so...i wonder why "he" neva cum online...ask "him" liao...den wait de whole night....still neva cum online...how do i make dese feelings go away... mixed feelings...i admire nafis....like him even adore him but its not de same as i feel for "him"....for "him", its a bubbling sensation i cannot comprehend...i oso dunno why sameer ignorin me...anyways sameer is a dear friend...wx say i lubbe him coz she believe i am a perfectionist....n sameer IS perfect....(grin)....but dunno leh...i don think so...yeah my heart flips weneva he cums online n we chat but still dunno leh!!!...so confused.....but de "him" still neva cum online....so long oredy (3days) neva tok....den today he cum online in de afternoon den i tell him meet me online at 8.30 den neba cum....den afternoon i still make him angry...i stupid lah....i call him dumb*** den he angry...sigh...i oso dunno whethe hhe like me anot...mayb as a fren but not beyond tt....i oso noe i don lubbe him.....jz wanna hav sumone by my side....yeah nafis is dere....n i luv him for being dere but its not wat im lookin 4....wx got hooked onto zy...den mady got hooked onto hafiq...everybody soooo like in heaven.....but den i got yq beside me at least....my companion....sounds stupid....but ayia who cares??!!...i need to vent my frustration...mayb dis is all a dream n tmr i will wake n realise tt i still luv nafis... or mayb prince charming will cum n carry me away in his shiny, sleek, black horse....n den we will live happily eva after n be in luv....but tt got to wait coz i still got my PSLE....sianzz...my mother bitchin all day long to make me study....can eat her alive....chew chew...so disgusting in taste i believe....hahaha....anyways i still so confused abt luv....still waiting 4 my prince charming....sumone to sweep me off my feet....i will keep dreamin all my life n die unhappy i guess....haix...keep on dreamin...ask my prince charming to kiss me awake if he cums....hahaha.....bye...gtg liao...mom screamin again....
Twinkled @ [ 6:57 AM ]
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
You're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.
It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.
If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.
So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.
You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad...
Twinkled @ [ 12:48 AM ]
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